Transracial Adoption from one black girl’s perspective

Archive for January, 2006

Today’s Phone Call

Got a phone call this morning from a search angel in washington state. She and two other angels are working hard on getting through the divorce indexes. I dont have to make a special trip to Seattle. This is so crazy, because when i was home for Christmas, I had the opportunity to go to Seattle, and I took the time to stay with my family and to get to know my cousins a little bit more. I'm thankful that I did that, becuase my little cousin Lina Maria is adopted by my cousins from Columbia and I have this strange need to let her know she can talk to me anytime she wants.

back to the point. its very wierd to have 2 total strangers willing to offer up help and support for something so personal. But im thankful and recognize it as Jah moving in my life. He and the Mother watch out for me so clearly, my whole life it is revealed in crazy ways. Will this next thing send me into another tailspin? what happens when I know "who i am"?

will it change me? yes and no. Its wierd to be perched on this precipice, knowing that the moment is about to come. Ive read the books, but the next parts of this are going to happen so fast. Ive been ready. I hope I handle it well, and i hope that I can take whatever answer is given me.

one love


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